“为什么自己会转入这种关系?”
这个问题我不知道问过自己多少遍了..
什么烂关系啊?
喜欢你有错吗?
为什么要我好像杀了人似的惩罚我?
喜欢一个人没有错..
喜欢上一个不该喜欢上的人, 才是错的..
虽然很多人都骂我笨..
我还真希望自己可以真的那么笨..
可是我却常常自己发现你做了会伤害我的事情..
我的脑筋没那么笨的..
偶尔也能观察到的..
就算有心理准备去知道事实..
不是难过事实是什么..
而是心痛你多我撒谎了..
你们男生最近是不是走dut啊?
另一个在fb post 什么:
希望被我伤害过或伤害过我的女生可以认识更好的另一半
一起追寻幸福快乐..
我呸!!!
这算什么意思啊?不是第一次再说了..
有必要常这样祝福别人吗?
什么东西啊?只有你在幸福啊! 别人没有幸福咯!!
炫耀什么啊??
你是想讲离开了我,,
成全了你让你找到更好的另一半吗?
我真的迟早会让你们给逼疯的!!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
*一定是上辈子欠了你..今世得做你的傀儡..
放假以来。。
今天终于和老朋友相聚了..
聊天都能聊上几个小时..
大家都各自说自己八回来的八卦..
全部都变了..
无论是在生活上..打扮上..都变好的..
唯独我..什么都没变..
身为女生的我..
还是那样没化妆打扮穿美美..
连个手提袋也不拿..
鞋子穿了整年还是那双拖鞋..
哪里有人要啦..
更令人欣慰的是..
她们的感情生活似乎真的很甜蜜幸福..
看到她们都开心自己也觉得很开心..
唯独可悲的是..
自己却什么都没有..
曾经何时,自己也能炫耀甜蜜的感情..
大家都说着自己的男朋友..
现在自己却变成了听者..
心里有说不出的委屈..
简简单单的爱情也能满足得了我..
我不愿他几有钱几帅几高..
只希望可以很爱很疼我..
酱就好了..
简单的一句关心也能让我觉得窝心..
*一定是上辈子欠了你..今世得做你的傀儡..
最近看到的你有在利用人了..
虽然没去到:为达到目的而不折手段..
但渐渐的也让我更了解你了..
要看清一个人到底要多久..
深藏不漏的性格几时才会浮现?
今天我们竟然去买了两支烟..
四个人公私..站在停车场吸..
哇佬..我也不懂什么事咯..
就大家都好奇想玩..
我是真的好奇咯..
奇怪为什么他们酱喜欢吸烟..
可是吸了之后..还真的没找到什么吸烟的乐趣咯..
可能是没吸进去吧..
算了吧..我应该是不了解当中的乐趣的啦..
明天中秋..
对我来说不是什么大日子..
没有rasa咯..
sien...
今天终于和老朋友相聚了..
聊天都能聊上几个小时..
大家都各自说自己八回来的八卦..
全部都变了..
无论是在生活上..打扮上..都变好的..
唯独我..什么都没变..
身为女生的我..
还是那样没化妆打扮穿美美..
连个手提袋也不拿..
鞋子穿了整年还是那双拖鞋..
哪里有人要啦..
更令人欣慰的是..
她们的感情生活似乎真的很甜蜜幸福..
看到她们都开心自己也觉得很开心..
唯独可悲的是..
自己却什么都没有..
曾经何时,自己也能炫耀甜蜜的感情..
大家都说着自己的男朋友..
现在自己却变成了听者..
心里有说不出的委屈..
简简单单的爱情也能满足得了我..
我不愿他几有钱几帅几高..
只希望可以很爱很疼我..
酱就好了..
简单的一句关心也能让我觉得窝心..
*一定是上辈子欠了你..今世得做你的傀儡..
最近看到的你有在利用人了..
虽然没去到:为达到目的而不折手段..
但渐渐的也让我更了解你了..
要看清一个人到底要多久..
深藏不漏的性格几时才会浮现?
今天我们竟然去买了两支烟..
四个人公私..站在停车场吸..
哇佬..我也不懂什么事咯..
就大家都好奇想玩..
我是真的好奇咯..
奇怪为什么他们酱喜欢吸烟..
可是吸了之后..还真的没找到什么吸烟的乐趣咯..
可能是没吸进去吧..
算了吧..我应该是不了解当中的乐趣的啦..
明天中秋..
对我来说不是什么大日子..
没有rasa咯..
sien...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
我只想要简单快乐的日子..
不明白为什么好好的一个人..
思想可以这么复杂..
这么有心机..
每次看见你..
心里总是在想..
怎么你可以这么无动于衷..
一点亏欠..一点惭愧都没有..
我没有权利要你有这些想法..
但知道你本性不差..不会是那些做坏事的人..
但就是思想那里..聪明过头..太有心机..
这个假期..一直对着电脑戏剧..
就不会去想不开心的事了..
可是回到去又该怎么办呢..
对着你不能快乐..但却见你不是为我而快乐..
很痛吧..
明天去金宝..要见那个女生了..
所以才没叫我一起去吧..
或许自己想错了..
但有时我还真的不是那么笨的..
也会看到别人看不到的东西..
知道的东西太多了..
我真的宁愿不知道..
老天爷..可以让我过着简单快乐的日子吗??
思想可以这么复杂..
这么有心机..
每次看见你..
心里总是在想..
怎么你可以这么无动于衷..
一点亏欠..一点惭愧都没有..
我没有权利要你有这些想法..
但知道你本性不差..不会是那些做坏事的人..
但就是思想那里..聪明过头..太有心机..
这个假期..一直对着电脑戏剧..
就不会去想不开心的事了..
可是回到去又该怎么办呢..
对着你不能快乐..但却见你不是为我而快乐..
很痛吧..
明天去金宝..要见那个女生了..
所以才没叫我一起去吧..
或许自己想错了..
但有时我还真的不是那么笨的..
也会看到别人看不到的东西..
知道的东西太多了..
我真的宁愿不知道..
老天爷..可以让我过着简单快乐的日子吗??
Sunday, September 12, 2010
我。。习惯了。。。
我习惯了..
> 你的霸道..
> 你常欺负我..
> 你常骂我笨..
我更习惯了..
> 什么都第一个想到你..
> 把你放在第一位了..
> 什么都会帮你..
> 你的问题都由我来解决..
> 考大小试都会帮你复习..
> 逛街会留意你想要买的东西..
> 见你之前会想买你想吃的东西..
> 等你的简讯..
> 你复我冷冷的简讯,我还在自己讲自己爽..
> 我们玩游戏,你都会是赢的那个..
> 你吃不完的东西,我会帮你吃..
> 无论做什么都会算你一份..
我累了..因为..
> 自己什么都不是..
> 我得不到你对其他女生的关心..
> 我也得不到你的温柔..
> 你的女人缘很好..
> 你的手机有很多女生的简讯..
> 我不能对你发脾气..
> 你公布了和她的关系..
好好的一大早..突然跑去看你的profile..
常跟自己讲不要去看..费时看到不想看的东西..
怎知道..就来个酱大的刺激..
还在跟爸妈吃早餐..眼泪要出来了..
但不能让他们看到我流泪..
原来自己的心一直被伤的剩不了多少了..
昨晚问你会不会觉得我很假..
因为我觉得自己在你面前好像不能做自己..
很多事很多话都不敢讲..怕你会不喜欢..
甚至你跟我说你女朋友的事..
我还要装大方说有她的消息就好什么的..
明明自己心里就是一股醋意..
有时真的觉得自己很假..这样真的很丑..
以为自己能待在你身边一直努力..
会感动得了你..会赢得了在外国的她..
我想我的道理是对的..
“就算再怎么对自己喜欢的人付出和努力..
如果你不是对方的菜..也都没有用的..
付出的也许对方看得到也感受得到..
虽然能打动得到对方..但他只会觉得你是个很好的女生..
但始终还是不是他想要的女生..
反而会习惯你的付出而觉得你付出是理所当然的或者要的更多..
单方面付出一直撞下去是不行的..
原来爱情不能强求是有酱的意思..”
心很痛..真的很累了..
> 你的霸道..
> 你对我发脾气..
> 你的睡脸..
> 你的烟味..
> 你开玩笑的自恋..> 你常欺负我..
> 你常骂我笨..
我更习惯了..
> 什么都第一个想到你..
> 把你放在第一位了..
> 什么都会帮你..
> 你的问题都由我来解决..
> 考大小试都会帮你复习..
> 逛街会留意你想要买的东西..
> 见你之前会想买你想吃的东西..
> 等你的简讯..
> 你复我冷冷的简讯,我还在自己讲自己爽..
> 我们玩游戏,你都会是赢的那个..
> 你吃不完的东西,我会帮你吃..
> 无论做什么都会算你一份..
我累了..因为..
> 自己什么都不是..
> 我得不到你对其他女生的关心..
> 我也得不到你的温柔..
> 你的女人缘很好..
> 你的手机有很多女生的简讯..
> 我不能对你发脾气..
> 你公布了和她的关系..
好好的一大早..突然跑去看你的profile..
常跟自己讲不要去看..费时看到不想看的东西..
怎知道..就来个酱大的刺激..
还在跟爸妈吃早餐..眼泪要出来了..
但不能让他们看到我流泪..
原来自己的心一直被伤的剩不了多少了..
昨晚问你会不会觉得我很假..
因为我觉得自己在你面前好像不能做自己..
很多事很多话都不敢讲..怕你会不喜欢..
甚至你跟我说你女朋友的事..
我还要装大方说有她的消息就好什么的..
明明自己心里就是一股醋意..
有时真的觉得自己很假..这样真的很丑..
以为自己能待在你身边一直努力..
会感动得了你..会赢得了在外国的她..
我想我的道理是对的..
“就算再怎么对自己喜欢的人付出和努力..
如果你不是对方的菜..也都没有用的..
付出的也许对方看得到也感受得到..
虽然能打动得到对方..但他只会觉得你是个很好的女生..
但始终还是不是他想要的女生..
反而会习惯你的付出而觉得你付出是理所当然的或者要的更多..
单方面付出一直撞下去是不行的..
原来爱情不能强求是有酱的意思..”
心很痛..真的很累了..
Monday, June 7, 2010
再见了。。
好久好久没有upload了叻。。
来kl都已经第四个星期了。。
很想家。。这个星期五就可以回家了。。
今年20岁了。。
很多人有过很多段不同的恋情。。。
但我却只有一短算得上刻骨铭心的感情吧。。
五年的恋情。。
我们曾互相深爱过。。也互相伤害过。。
很遗憾把一段很好的感情变成现在这样。。
你我都有错。。
如今我错过了你给我的机会。。。
剩下的只有遗憾。。
最近不知怎么了。。
五年的回忆一直涌在我的脑海里。。
点点滴滴很清楚的出现。。
很多东西很多事都会让我想起你。。。
但这一切都已经没有用了。。。
你已经对我一点感觉都没有了。。
我对你来说只是再普通不过的朋友而已。。
现在的你。。
正很努力为自己的将来拼命。。
期待着自己下一段恋情。。
虽然自己一直在想。。
陪我一辈子的一定要是你。。。
因为你比谁都还要成熟。。
在你身边总会觉得安全。。
所以到现在还会依赖你。。
在你身边我永远长不大。。
只要是对这你。。
就算我们不是情侣我也会对你撒娇。。
理想对象就是你。。
但。。自己却没那个福气吧。。
想起这些就是一脸泪水。。
只能安慰自己。。
老天爷是爱我的。。
如果它觉得你对我是最好的。。无可挑剔的。。以后它会将你送回我身边的。。。
虽然很白痴。。但我唯有那样想才让自己坚强起来。。
希望自己在你心中还有着很重要的地位。。
就算你有女朋友了。。也不会忘了你和我的曾经。。
不要忘了我们在一起时的点点滴滴。。
愿你每天过得开心。。 =')
来kl都已经第四个星期了。。
很想家。。这个星期五就可以回家了。。
今年20岁了。。
很多人有过很多段不同的恋情。。。
但我却只有一短算得上刻骨铭心的感情吧。。
五年的恋情。。
我们曾互相深爱过。。也互相伤害过。。
很遗憾把一段很好的感情变成现在这样。。
你我都有错。。
如今我错过了你给我的机会。。。
剩下的只有遗憾。。
最近不知怎么了。。
五年的回忆一直涌在我的脑海里。。
点点滴滴很清楚的出现。。
很多东西很多事都会让我想起你。。。
但这一切都已经没有用了。。。
你已经对我一点感觉都没有了。。
我对你来说只是再普通不过的朋友而已。。
现在的你。。
正很努力为自己的将来拼命。。
期待着自己下一段恋情。。
虽然自己一直在想。。
陪我一辈子的一定要是你。。。
因为你比谁都还要成熟。。
在你身边总会觉得安全。。
所以到现在还会依赖你。。
在你身边我永远长不大。。
只要是对这你。。
就算我们不是情侣我也会对你撒娇。。
理想对象就是你。。
但。。自己却没那个福气吧。。
想起这些就是一脸泪水。。
只能安慰自己。。
老天爷是爱我的。。
如果它觉得你对我是最好的。。无可挑剔的。。以后它会将你送回我身边的。。。
虽然很白痴。。但我唯有那样想才让自己坚强起来。。
希望自己在你心中还有着很重要的地位。。
就算你有女朋友了。。也不会忘了你和我的曾经。。
不要忘了我们在一起时的点点滴滴。。
愿你每天过得开心。。 =')
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Personal Taste 个人趣向
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
pictures express...
owiz wrote long long passage...
dis time try to use pictures to express...
hee...=]
dis time try to use pictures to express...
hee...=]
Cash is needed to~~~
hair cut lo...
wana cover my black hair tat jz grew out...
n cut a nicely hair b4 i go kl...=p
cost= rm50++
wana cover my black hair tat jz grew out...
n cut a nicely hair b4 i go kl...=p
cost= rm50++
i wana add more RAM for my poor laptop la..
now jz using 1GB RAM...
i wan DDR3 4GB RAM...
cost = rm 180++
now jz using 1GB RAM...
i wan DDR3 4GB RAM...
cost = rm 180++
other than RAM...
i wana buy a external hard disc oso...
since i dl many movies n songs..
currently de 160GB how enuf for me?? T.T
cost = rm 200++
i wana buy a external hard disc oso...
since i dl many movies n songs..
currently de 160GB how enuf for me?? T.T
cost = rm 200++
have to renew my specs la...
i hvn buy a new specs since form 1 or 2 ler...
kinda difficult to look far things wearing my old specs...
cost = below rm300
TOTAL = around rm700 i needed.... T.T
N...
i hvn buy a new specs since form 1 or 2 ler...
kinda difficult to look far things wearing my old specs...
cost = below rm300
TOTAL = around rm700 i needed.... T.T
N...
mummy is angry...
jz bcoz i dun agree she scold my bro...
she nvr talk to me 4 1day 2nites ady...>< 2day went dental consultation...
doc tighten the braces...
n add one more rubber band ar..
now there are 2 rubber bands on the right side...
pain la...rili no mood to talk n eat d..
gud ler...kip fit.../.\
jz bcoz i dun agree she scold my bro...
she nvr talk to me 4 1day 2nites ady...>< 2day went dental consultation...
doc tighten the braces...
n add one more rubber band ar..
now there are 2 rubber bands on the right side...
pain la...rili no mood to talk n eat d..
gud ler...kip fit.../.\
DAC 2!!!!
D@C 2
DAC...
stands for DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS STUDIES (ACCOUNTING)..
2~~
stands for v are from group 2...
act i'm from DAC 3...
bt bcoz melon thr...
me n joey apply to change to group 2 since year 1 sem 1...
lidat jau in dis class 2 yrs ler...
after graduate..
some of them goin UTAR...
some of them goin KTAR like me...
have to separate ler...T.T
kit ying created a video...
bt is copyrighted reserved...
so cant dl n add in here..
share photos ba!! =)
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
leaving soon...
last week here...
kampar...
dunno y after i spm...
i will choose to study here...
n dunno y i will choose ktar n study accounting..
2day in cls...
ms boey ask us to share out our future plan...
askin wat v do after diploma, when will married, n set where is the last location..
everyone shares out...
in that moment i was thinking..
after dis...many of us will separate to other places...
seems like 50% goin UTAR..50% goin KTAR...
2yrs v have been 2gether...
laugh 2gether, study 2gether...
now is time to say bye bye luu...
kinda sad n 不舍得...
different ppl have their different dream...
5 of us im the one who leaving here...
my appearance is the unnecessary one...
wateva la...
no time 4 me to think all those thing la...
leave jau leave la...
im so busy dis coming weeksss...
family needs me...
gonna check out hostel here...
gonna stay at ipoh to accompany my parents...
gonna work 4 another pc fair again...
gonna come bk kampar 4 the external MYOB paper...
gonna go kl to look around the hostel...
gonna shift my things to kl...
others dun thk la...
love...
tot could accept bk u...
bt...u nvr gv me guarantee after i went to kl...
many temptation around u la...
i sked to hurt one more time la...
u are busy 4 ur career..ur gym...ur frens around...
im not dare to join in ur life again la...
as u said....if v have 缘分...
sure one day v will b 2gether again..
wat i can do jz wait 4 the right time ba...
b strong ba!!
2nite gonna celebrate melon's bday...
cheer up!! =))
kampar...
dunno y after i spm...
i will choose to study here...
n dunno y i will choose ktar n study accounting..
2day in cls...
ms boey ask us to share out our future plan...
askin wat v do after diploma, when will married, n set where is the last location..
everyone shares out...
in that moment i was thinking..
after dis...many of us will separate to other places...
seems like 50% goin UTAR..50% goin KTAR...
2yrs v have been 2gether...
laugh 2gether, study 2gether...
now is time to say bye bye luu...
kinda sad n 不舍得...
different ppl have their different dream...
5 of us im the one who leaving here...
my appearance is the unnecessary one...
wateva la...
no time 4 me to think all those thing la...
leave jau leave la...
im so busy dis coming weeksss...
family needs me...
gonna check out hostel here...
gonna stay at ipoh to accompany my parents...
gonna work 4 another pc fair again...
gonna come bk kampar 4 the external MYOB paper...
gonna go kl to look around the hostel...
gonna shift my things to kl...
others dun thk la...
love...
tot could accept bk u...
bt...u nvr gv me guarantee after i went to kl...
many temptation around u la...
i sked to hurt one more time la...
u are busy 4 ur career..ur gym...ur frens around...
im not dare to join in ur life again la...
as u said....if v have 缘分...
sure one day v will b 2gether again..
wat i can do jz wait 4 the right time ba...
b strong ba!!
2nite gonna celebrate melon's bday...
cheer up!! =))
Thursday, April 1, 2010
updates~~
jz fin family meeting v my daddy n mummy...
asking their opinion whether i should choose which course...
conclusion...daddy said...if u chosen AFA...
敢敢 whutt 着去。。要告诉自己,选了这个就要对它负责任。。
好好读下去...okie!! final decision: AFA!!!!
die jau die ler...gonna submit hostel application form 2mr ler...
avythg will settle down...
dun regret 4 my decision in the future...
mummy asked me...y not u like them...
change to study at utar...
feels tell me tat i dunwan go utar...
haha..dunno y oso...
no matter how i dun like kl...
i oso wont go utar instead...
nowadays dunno wat happen...
owiz 有感而发...
owiz thk of y will like dis n y will lidat...
tat nite posted on facebook...
"It's easy to make ppl hate u; It's hard to make ppl like u..."
i'm a gal hu owiz realise my mistake after i had did it...
n owiz unintentionally de...bt after i realise..it's too late...
i tried to do my best to everyone...
include my family, my friends...even to strangers...
bt sumtimes i rili dunno i 得罪 others...
until i feel they 不对路 but i still dunno where i did wrong...
even i wana say sorry oso dunno how to say ler...
haiz...different ppl different view...
wanna respect wat ppl thk is quite difficult...
i hope to do tat...n i hope my friends around oso can do tat...
i owiz feel tat im the unnecessary one..
will they thk of me when im not around??
left one more week in kampar la...
my friends owiz say that wana leave dis place ASAP...
i tot i would not b one of them...
bt now...i wish to...
goin 4 a new life soon ler...
my schedule are sooooo full..
haha...gud la...make it as full as possible..
so tat i wont have time to think others...
busy = slimmer...
hahahahaha....(so lame)....
rili la...nowadays getting fatter n fatter...
the tummy.....gosh.....
i wana kip fit at kl since the food thr are so expensive....
hoho...2mr workin luu...
PC show...say jor many times wana work at pc fair...
now is the time luu..fight for sales!!!
wan money...buy clothes...
god bless me...meet gud customers who are not kacau-kacau...
haha..wish me gud luck ba!!
GAMBATEH!!! =))
asking their opinion whether i should choose which course...
conclusion...daddy said...if u chosen AFA...
敢敢 whutt 着去。。要告诉自己,选了这个就要对它负责任。。
好好读下去...okie!! final decision: AFA!!!!
die jau die ler...gonna submit hostel application form 2mr ler...
avythg will settle down...
dun regret 4 my decision in the future...
mummy asked me...y not u like them...
change to study at utar...
feels tell me tat i dunwan go utar...
haha..dunno y oso...
no matter how i dun like kl...
i oso wont go utar instead...
nowadays dunno wat happen...
owiz 有感而发...
owiz thk of y will like dis n y will lidat...
tat nite posted on facebook...
"It's easy to make ppl hate u; It's hard to make ppl like u..."
i'm a gal hu owiz realise my mistake after i had did it...
n owiz unintentionally de...bt after i realise..it's too late...
i tried to do my best to everyone...
include my family, my friends...even to strangers...
bt sumtimes i rili dunno i 得罪 others...
until i feel they 不对路 but i still dunno where i did wrong...
even i wana say sorry oso dunno how to say ler...
haiz...different ppl different view...
wanna respect wat ppl thk is quite difficult...
i hope to do tat...n i hope my friends around oso can do tat...
i owiz feel tat im the unnecessary one..
will they thk of me when im not around??
left one more week in kampar la...
my friends owiz say that wana leave dis place ASAP...
i tot i would not b one of them...
bt now...i wish to...
goin 4 a new life soon ler...
my schedule are sooooo full..
haha...gud la...make it as full as possible..
so tat i wont have time to think others...
busy = slimmer...
hahahahaha....(so lame)....
rili la...nowadays getting fatter n fatter...
the tummy.....gosh.....
i wana kip fit at kl since the food thr are so expensive....
hoho...2mr workin luu...
PC show...say jor many times wana work at pc fair...
now is the time luu..fight for sales!!!
wan money...buy clothes...
god bless me...meet gud customers who are not kacau-kacau...
haha..wish me gud luck ba!!
GAMBATEH!!! =))
Saturday, March 27, 2010
question marks all over my head....
jz came bk from a kl kepong-setapak trip...
went to kl to c the college n hostel around thr...
v kok wai, yan mei, stephy n his bf...
special thanks to han jie for being our driver...
bring us here n there..
play NAMI thr..learn much...
feel free when hanging v them...
bt dunno y...after came bk...
after surfing the net...
starts to had bad feelings...
feel like wana cry sumore...
wondering wat's bothering me???
studies? boys? frens?
firstly...studies....
after looking around kl area...
goshhh....totally dun like there...
dunno how to describe oso...
tot whole gang of frens can live outside geh...
bt now thk thk har...
better stay temporarily in college geh hostel 1st ler...
let me biasa the place jor...
oni find outside the hse lo...
n the course...
still confusing btw AFA n AAC..
got so hard to decide meh???
y dis 2 kip bothering me ar???
AFA seems like goin to die lidat...
AAC seems useless lidat...
aiksssss....FAN ARHHHH!!!!!!
how much effort i can put on it ar???
im rili not a person hu likes study tat much...
not STUDY GHOST...
can i rili handle it??
the 1st question mark...
secondly...xxx...
dis guy...slowly dissappearing in my life again...
after tat meet feel that u changed...
izzit i rili tat bad ar??? i mean outlook...
yea..i admit im fat, i dun like make up...black skin...
den??? rili dunno wat u thinking abt...
2nd question mark...
thirdly...another guy...
dis wan more complicated...
tired...
no matter wat i do...
at last i get ntg...
if rili not suitable/impossible for me...
den god should take it away from me ar...
y still let me turning around inside it???
3rd question mark...
fourthly...frenss...
rili nvr thought tat v are goin to separate like this...
5 of us...oni me confirm goin advanced oni...
im goin thr alone...
v frens tat are not so close...
i choose to go in hostel alone...
looking for new frens n start my new life...
can i?? i'll miss them badly tat time...
in dis 2 yrs...v went thru many things...
arguements...study 2gether...play 2gether...
they were v me when i 失恋...
sumtimes too close de fren not tat gud oso...
bt i nvr regret b4 tat v were in dis group of 5...
decisions have to be made among us...
no matter wat v had chosen...
i oso hope tat v can go thru in smoothly...
will v cry 4 the last day??
will v still talk our sum si 2gether???
will v still so fren after v separate???
i rmb melon said b4...
best fren jau forever best fren...
i had no preparation of all these changes!!! T.T
went to kl to c the college n hostel around thr...
v kok wai, yan mei, stephy n his bf...
special thanks to han jie for being our driver...
bring us here n there..
play NAMI thr..learn much...
feel free when hanging v them...
bt dunno y...after came bk...
after surfing the net...
starts to had bad feelings...
feel like wana cry sumore...
wondering wat's bothering me???
studies? boys? frens?
firstly...studies....
after looking around kl area...
goshhh....totally dun like there...
dunno how to describe oso...
tot whole gang of frens can live outside geh...
bt now thk thk har...
better stay temporarily in college geh hostel 1st ler...
let me biasa the place jor...
oni find outside the hse lo...
n the course...
still confusing btw AFA n AAC..
got so hard to decide meh???
y dis 2 kip bothering me ar???
AFA seems like goin to die lidat...
AAC seems useless lidat...
aiksssss....FAN ARHHHH!!!!!!
how much effort i can put on it ar???
im rili not a person hu likes study tat much...
not STUDY GHOST...
can i rili handle it??
the 1st question mark...
secondly...xxx...
dis guy...slowly dissappearing in my life again...
after tat meet feel that u changed...
izzit i rili tat bad ar??? i mean outlook...
yea..i admit im fat, i dun like make up...black skin...
den??? rili dunno wat u thinking abt...
2nd question mark...
thirdly...another guy...
dis wan more complicated...
tired...
no matter wat i do...
at last i get ntg...
if rili not suitable/impossible for me...
den god should take it away from me ar...
y still let me turning around inside it???
3rd question mark...
fourthly...frenss...
rili nvr thought tat v are goin to separate like this...
5 of us...oni me confirm goin advanced oni...
im goin thr alone...
v frens tat are not so close...
i choose to go in hostel alone...
looking for new frens n start my new life...
can i?? i'll miss them badly tat time...
in dis 2 yrs...v went thru many things...
arguements...study 2gether...play 2gether...
they were v me when i 失恋...
sumtimes too close de fren not tat gud oso...
bt i nvr regret b4 tat v were in dis group of 5...
decisions have to be made among us...
no matter wat v had chosen...
i oso hope tat v can go thru in smoothly...
will v cry 4 the last day??
will v still talk our sum si 2gether???
will v still so fren after v separate???
i rmb melon said b4...
best fren jau forever best fren...
i had no preparation of all these changes!!! T.T
Monday, March 22, 2010
tired..
人是没完美的。。
完美主义者就算要要求完美。。
在事物上就够,
别把它拉到人物上。。
这并不可双题并论。。
世界上没有完美的事。。
很多是可以拿来玩的。。
就是爱情这东西不能拿来玩的。。
不是因为别人有 你也要有。。
别抱着这种新心态来对待爱情。。
不要随便牵手更不要随便放手。。
受过伤的伤口。。
那痕迹是无从磨灭的。。
在爱情错了一次。。
不会有从来的机会了。。
留下来的。。
就是给你终身的愧疚。。。
wow...i rili dis..
saw it from kok wai's blog...
rili meaningful...
aiksss...
my ji mui got vv hurt dis time...
even dave oso didnt make her like dis...
she wana pretend to b strong...
bt....tears are dropping...heart are bleeding...
look at her...i sud thk of last time de me...
when i was "fly" by him...
when i was still in the pain...
i oso cry like her...whenever, wherever oso will thk of it...
i oso feel sad when c her like dis...
i dun like to c my frens sad n cry...
as i dunno how to help them...
jz to pray god that's enuf 4 her...
dun let her suffer sumore ler...
rili tired...2day whole day...
utar, ktar, kl, penang, acca are all around my ears...
wat decision is the best leh??
aikss....
cant sumone jz pou the road 4 me n walk?
i rili hate doin decision...
so many considerations nid to care abt...
tired n sien d...
advanced diploma jau advanced diploma ler...
dun thk so much ler...
act is i dun hv the energy to thk sumore...
no matter how the treat of advanced diploma n degree...
i trust that..it depends on how u work in the future...
if u get a master...bt u are a blank paper..
is oso the same jek...
UK degree...as it is so expensive to study overseas...
i oso thk that it had its value...
how much pay is depends on wat company u choose to join it ba...
10.30m now...n i feel my whole body was powerless...
><..
完美主义者就算要要求完美。。
在事物上就够,
别把它拉到人物上。。
这并不可双题并论。。
世界上没有完美的事。。
很多是可以拿来玩的。。
就是爱情这东西不能拿来玩的。。
不是因为别人有 你也要有。。
别抱着这种新心态来对待爱情。。
不要随便牵手更不要随便放手。。
受过伤的伤口。。
那痕迹是无从磨灭的。。
在爱情错了一次。。
不会有从来的机会了。。
留下来的。。
就是给你终身的愧疚。。。
wow...i rili dis..
saw it from kok wai's blog...
rili meaningful...
aiksss...
my ji mui got vv hurt dis time...
even dave oso didnt make her like dis...
she wana pretend to b strong...
bt....tears are dropping...heart are bleeding...
look at her...i sud thk of last time de me...
when i was "fly" by him...
when i was still in the pain...
i oso cry like her...whenever, wherever oso will thk of it...
i oso feel sad when c her like dis...
i dun like to c my frens sad n cry...
as i dunno how to help them...
jz to pray god that's enuf 4 her...
dun let her suffer sumore ler...
rili tired...2day whole day...
utar, ktar, kl, penang, acca are all around my ears...
wat decision is the best leh??
aikss....
cant sumone jz pou the road 4 me n walk?
i rili hate doin decision...
so many considerations nid to care abt...
tired n sien d...
advanced diploma jau advanced diploma ler...
dun thk so much ler...
act is i dun hv the energy to thk sumore...
no matter how the treat of advanced diploma n degree...
i trust that..it depends on how u work in the future...
if u get a master...bt u are a blank paper..
is oso the same jek...
UK degree...as it is so expensive to study overseas...
i oso thk that it had its value...
how much pay is depends on wat company u choose to join it ba...
10.30m now...n i feel my whole body was powerless...
><..
Friday, March 19, 2010
down.......
yeaaa...is true i knew well how is his character more than anyone of them...
n i knew wat is happening oso...
bt the fact is i couldn't wake up...
another gal tat hurt by him oso wake up d...
y i still in it...sumore wan her to 让 me?
sked i get hurt n cant accept??
wat the...
im rili tired v it ler...
if i got heart attack...
i oledi died when noe-ing all those things...
too chi gek d...
noe many many unexpected things...
can sumone tell me is jz a dream...
can sumone tell me it is not happened v this guy...
haih....
left dis few weeks...
enuf la...stop giving me "bad romance".."bad suprises"...
fuck off...tired to get angry sumre...
im down.........
(baby i am down down down down down.....><)
n i knew wat is happening oso...
bt the fact is i couldn't wake up...
another gal tat hurt by him oso wake up d...
y i still in it...sumore wan her to 让 me?
sked i get hurt n cant accept??
wat the...
im rili tired v it ler...
if i got heart attack...
i oledi died when noe-ing all those things...
too chi gek d...
noe many many unexpected things...
can sumone tell me is jz a dream...
can sumone tell me it is not happened v this guy...
haih....
left dis few weeks...
enuf la...stop giving me "bad romance".."bad suprises"...
fuck off...tired to get angry sumre...
im down.........
(baby i am down down down down down.....><)
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
fucking things....
AIKSSSS!!!
sumthing rili dunno better i noe it...
stupid itchy hand go find it out n read it...
see...now dunno how to face it ler...
guys...
u all are human beings oso...
y can b until lidat gah???
playboys...
playing girl's heart rili so fun meh??
a girl treat u so gud...
u rili dun have a minute or a second feel touch de meh???
can still play her lidat?
such fucking things infront of my eyes...
rili couldnt believe it...
n dunno wat should i do....
time...pls flies faster....
faster fin dis few weeks ba...
tired on putting effort on him...
do i rili sad or rili down???
1st time i skip tutorial cls...
try to kip sleeping n sleeping...
jz not to care things??
dunno how to react to him n her??
her...
although i said sorry ler...
bt i thk still have a "duri" in her heart ler...
sry 4 the scolding...
i didnt mean it de...
jz see u too rely on us...
tell u wat to do..wat to press...
u hvn thk jau ask us ler...
hope u dun b lidat oni...
i noe u angry me, mayb hate me oso...
jau sun i say sry ler i thk cant help anythg ba...
tats y i dunno how to face u oso lo...
rili down...let me dun feel like talking infront of u guys...
cls again...fucking 5pm cls...
>.<
sumthing rili dunno better i noe it...
stupid itchy hand go find it out n read it...
see...now dunno how to face it ler...
guys...
u all are human beings oso...
y can b until lidat gah???
playboys...
playing girl's heart rili so fun meh??
a girl treat u so gud...
u rili dun have a minute or a second feel touch de meh???
can still play her lidat?
such fucking things infront of my eyes...
rili couldnt believe it...
n dunno wat should i do....
time...pls flies faster....
faster fin dis few weeks ba...
tired on putting effort on him...
do i rili sad or rili down???
1st time i skip tutorial cls...
try to kip sleeping n sleeping...
jz not to care things??
dunno how to react to him n her??
her...
although i said sorry ler...
bt i thk still have a "duri" in her heart ler...
sry 4 the scolding...
i didnt mean it de...
jz see u too rely on us...
tell u wat to do..wat to press...
u hvn thk jau ask us ler...
hope u dun b lidat oni...
i noe u angry me, mayb hate me oso...
jau sun i say sry ler i thk cant help anythg ba...
tats y i dunno how to face u oso lo...
rili down...let me dun feel like talking infront of u guys...
cls again...fucking 5pm cls...
>.<
Saturday, March 13, 2010
hope things will b simple...
jz come bk from my class trip...
wooo....went to genting...
finally gather the cls goin 4 the trip b4 v graduate...
quite fun...coz i 1st time tried to roller coaster...
nice n excited...
will upload the photos soon ya...
hmm....
one week after the argue...
i tot v will nvr contact bk anymore...
as i still thinking bt u owiz...
rili din expect u will find me tat nite...
with cries...
i didnt noe i will hurt u so much...
i rili cant bcoz u cry, beg me lidat den open file....
could i bcoz of that b v u again???
when i heard u cry lidat...
my tears dropping oso...
i dunno did i still love u...
bt i noe i rili do care u...
u are still an important person to me...
u left me, i learn to b strong...
bt now u tell me u cant go thru it??
wth...y things will happen lidat??
rili seksa....
u rili let me worry...
luckily u were alright 2nite..
hope u can slp tight n dun thk so much...
i feel better...
rili dunno wat will happen the other days...
god, pls treat me gud la...
i rili dun wish to b so complicated...
let things b simple kay....
wooo....went to genting...
finally gather the cls goin 4 the trip b4 v graduate...
quite fun...coz i 1st time tried to roller coaster...
nice n excited...
will upload the photos soon ya...
hmm....
one week after the argue...
i tot v will nvr contact bk anymore...
as i still thinking bt u owiz...
rili din expect u will find me tat nite...
with cries...
i didnt noe i will hurt u so much...
i rili cant bcoz u cry, beg me lidat den open file....
could i bcoz of that b v u again???
when i heard u cry lidat...
my tears dropping oso...
i dunno did i still love u...
bt i noe i rili do care u...
u are still an important person to me...
u left me, i learn to b strong...
bt now u tell me u cant go thru it??
wth...y things will happen lidat??
rili seksa....
u rili let me worry...
luckily u were alright 2nite..
hope u can slp tight n dun thk so much...
i feel better...
rili dunno wat will happen the other days...
god, pls treat me gud la...
i rili dun wish to b so complicated...
let things b simple kay....
Friday, March 5, 2010
update...
wow...it's been a "century" i nvr update my blog d..
sem break over d..cny over d..start new sem d..
now oni i touch it..
kinda feel lazy to upload those photos...
haha..cny went johor bharu..
one yr one time..
meet v my dear relatives...
den got 2 days 1 night at singapore oso...
rili damn like dis city...
my dream city..not goin far..
singapore is enuf for my future..
quite enjoying dis cny...
my new yr2 3rd sem oso start jor 2 weeks ler..
left 5 weeks sumore..
i told myself to enjoy myself dis sem...
play wat v didnt play b4...
eat wat v didnt eat b4...
do wat v didnt do b4...
bt...make u angry...
kip on nagging me...
let me feel so dislike...
do i still love u??
izzit rili i got T den forget Y??
did T so big influence to me??
ya...bcoz of T..i 1st time lie to u..
bcoz of myself, i 1st time scold u lidat...
i noe i change alot...
change until i oso cant recognise myself...
doin things tat i should not do...
do i still love u??
y dis time i no tat strong feel anymore??
r we rili end??
we are in different world..
im in studying world..
u are in working world...
mind are different too...
last time v u..u were the one take care-ing of me..
let me learn many things from u...
bt as u leave..i learn to b alone without u..
open my heart to accept others sumore..
once it changed...it would be difficult to change bk...
sry...take care urself...
rmb one important thing...
don't drop her alone whatever things happen...
b right beside her...
time will change everything..
once it changed...
dun think of finding bk..
dun cry babe...
sem break over d..cny over d..start new sem d..
now oni i touch it..
kinda feel lazy to upload those photos...
haha..cny went johor bharu..
one yr one time..
meet v my dear relatives...
den got 2 days 1 night at singapore oso...
rili damn like dis city...
my dream city..not goin far..
singapore is enuf for my future..
quite enjoying dis cny...
my new yr2 3rd sem oso start jor 2 weeks ler..
left 5 weeks sumore..
i told myself to enjoy myself dis sem...
play wat v didnt play b4...
eat wat v didnt eat b4...
do wat v didnt do b4...
bt...make u angry...
kip on nagging me...
let me feel so dislike...
do i still love u??
izzit rili i got T den forget Y??
did T so big influence to me??
ya...bcoz of T..i 1st time lie to u..
bcoz of myself, i 1st time scold u lidat...
i noe i change alot...
change until i oso cant recognise myself...
doin things tat i should not do...
do i still love u??
y dis time i no tat strong feel anymore??
r we rili end??
we are in different world..
im in studying world..
u are in working world...
mind are different too...
last time v u..u were the one take care-ing of me..
let me learn many things from u...
bt as u leave..i learn to b alone without u..
open my heart to accept others sumore..
once it changed...it would be difficult to change bk...
sry...take care urself...
rmb one important thing...
don't drop her alone whatever things happen...
b right beside her...
time will change everything..
once it changed...
dun think of finding bk..
dun cry babe...
Saturday, February 13, 2010
the way guys talk...
guys rili like to hurt ppl...
dunno y..
with their talking style..
izzit they rili dunno that they will hurt ppl??
A guy:
i jz wait him for chatting..
getting mad when he was soooo busy to bother me...
u noe wat he said??
"u so willing wana chat v me meh??
i oso hvn die yet...
v still hv chance to chat ma..."
wth...
say until me so willing to chat v u...
ok fine...
since u talk lidat...i wont wait u anymore..
go far from me more la...
i wont care!!
B guy:
jz hope tat he wont make the situation getting worst n worst...
jz advise him let it be...
u noe wat he said:
"i nid a girl hu fully support me..
u gud..bt no fully support..."
hahahaha...did u guys eat wrong any medicine ar??
gonna talk in such way ar??
the kind of angry n dissapointed feel all over my mind...
watever...
dun spoil my mood celebrating cny...
i have my families...
dun nid guys yet...(temporary)
valentine?? not a big day for me...
4get abt it...
cny more important....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =))
dunno y..
with their talking style..
izzit they rili dunno that they will hurt ppl??
A guy:
i jz wait him for chatting..
getting mad when he was soooo busy to bother me...
u noe wat he said??
"u so willing wana chat v me meh??
i oso hvn die yet...
v still hv chance to chat ma..."
wth...
say until me so willing to chat v u...
ok fine...
since u talk lidat...i wont wait u anymore..
go far from me more la...
i wont care!!
B guy:
jz hope tat he wont make the situation getting worst n worst...
jz advise him let it be...
u noe wat he said:
"i nid a girl hu fully support me..
u gud..bt no fully support..."
hahahaha...did u guys eat wrong any medicine ar??
gonna talk in such way ar??
the kind of angry n dissapointed feel all over my mind...
watever...
dun spoil my mood celebrating cny...
i have my families...
dun nid guys yet...(temporary)
valentine?? not a big day for me...
4get abt it...
cny more important....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =))
Friday, February 5, 2010
韩版花样男子
is time to put a post introduce dis drama la..
“韩版花样男子”...
a korean drama again...
korean版 de “流星花园”...
hmm...wat kind of feeling watchin dis neh??
at 1st dun like it so much...
feel the 女主角 not nice...
男主角 not leng zai oso...
instead 男配角 more yeng...
haha...bt as long as watchin dis...
get attracted on it la...
bt still feel tat “是美男啊” nicer...
mayb got 张根锡 there gua..hahaha...
i thk many ppl oso watch dis jor gela....
bt oso introduce har n post sum nice photo la...
not sum is many pic...
i found 100 over pic...
so many to share out hehe..
2nd main character of the drama:
尹智厚 (金贤重 饰)
F4成员之一的尹智厚从小患有自闭症,对一切都漠不关心,总喜欢一个人安静地躲在角落。然而在尹智厚冷漠的外表下,却藏着一颗温柔善良、细腻的心。金丝草也被尹智厚天使般纯洁的气息所吸引,尹智厚虽然对金丝草有所心动,但总是放不下自己的初恋情人闵瑞贤。
4th member of F4:
宋宇彬 (金俊 饰)
F4中最喜欢拈花惹草的花花公子宋宇彬是不动产和建筑业界巨头家的公子。作为新兴财阀家的继承人,宋宇彬虽然过着无比奢侈、看似风流快活的生活,但实际上,因为家族因素今后可能面临政治婚姻的宋宇彬只是借在学校的机会放纵一下自己罢了。
the main girl character
金丝草 (具惠善 饰)
洗衣店家的平凡女孩,虽然家境贫寒,却拥有着过人的斗志、总是那么地乐观、开朗,充满活力。在一次帮家里经营的洗衣店去神话学院送衣服时,金丝草和男主人公F4相遇,贫民少女跟富家恶少的浪漫恋情由此展开。
2nd girl character
秋佳乙 (金素恩 饰)
金丝草最好的朋友,非常有女性魅力的少女。当金丝草遇到困难时,秋佳乙总是会像人生经验丰富的大人一样给她出主意,是个外表看似柔弱但实际很坚强的女孩。因金丝草的关系而认识了F4,并爱上了F4之一的天才陶艺家苏乙正。
3rd girl character
闵瑞贤 (韩彩英 饰)
尹智厚的初恋情人,虽然是富家的千金,却总是希望靠自己的力量独立生活。闵瑞贤不仅是在巴黎攻读法律的高材生,同时也是在国际舞台上享有声誉的名模。为了寻找自我,闵瑞贤最终选择了跟尹智厚分手。虽然闵瑞贤的离开给尹智厚带来了痛苦,但她也让尹智厚变得更加成熟。
fin introduce the character luu....
now c c the photos of the drama nah..hehe
now is the love story of 具俊表 & 金丝草 la...
*conclusion: dis drama quite ok...
make me happy all the day after watching,,
love their OST oso..
the songs are nice enuf...
funny n touch drama...
go watch nah!! =))
“韩版花样男子”...
a korean drama again...
korean版 de “流星花园”...
hmm...wat kind of feeling watchin dis neh??
at 1st dun like it so much...
feel the 女主角 not nice...
男主角 not leng zai oso...
instead 男配角 more yeng...
haha...bt as long as watchin dis...
get attracted on it la...
bt still feel tat “是美男啊” nicer...
mayb got 张根锡 there gua..hahaha...
i thk many ppl oso watch dis jor gela....
bt oso introduce har n post sum nice photo la...
not sum is many pic...
i found 100 over pic...
so many to share out hehe..
*pics for dis drama: "韩版花样男子"
the main character for dis drama
具俊表 (李民浩 饰)
韩国顶级企业神话集团的继承人,F4之首的具俊表看似非常的霸道、冷酷,但却是个外冷内热的痴情男子。虽然有些大男人主义,但却对心爱的女人死心塌地,可以为了爱人付出一切。在心爱的女人面前有时还会表现出小孩子一样的可爱。
the main character for dis drama
具俊表 (李民浩 饰)
韩国顶级企业神话集团的继承人,F4之首的具俊表看似非常的霸道、冷酷,但却是个外冷内热的痴情男子。虽然有些大男人主义,但却对心爱的女人死心塌地,可以为了爱人付出一切。在心爱的女人面前有时还会表现出小孩子一样的可爱。
2nd main character of the drama:
尹智厚 (金贤重 饰)
F4成员之一的尹智厚从小患有自闭症,对一切都漠不关心,总喜欢一个人安静地躲在角落。然而在尹智厚冷漠的外表下,却藏着一颗温柔善良、细腻的心。金丝草也被尹智厚天使般纯洁的气息所吸引,尹智厚虽然对金丝草有所心动,但总是放不下自己的初恋情人闵瑞贤。
3rd member of F4
苏易正 (金范 饰)
艺术名门宗家的继承人,天才陶艺家苏易正。出身名门、风流倜傥的苏易正在学校很受女生喜欢,而金丝草的好朋友秋佳乙却闯入了苏易正的视线。一直被名门闺秀包围着的苏易正不禁被这个平凡的女孩所吸引,两人的恋情一触即发。
苏易正 (金范 饰)
艺术名门宗家的继承人,天才陶艺家苏易正。出身名门、风流倜傥的苏易正在学校很受女生喜欢,而金丝草的好朋友秋佳乙却闯入了苏易正的视线。一直被名门闺秀包围着的苏易正不禁被这个平凡的女孩所吸引,两人的恋情一触即发。
4th member of F4:
宋宇彬 (金俊 饰)
F4中最喜欢拈花惹草的花花公子宋宇彬是不动产和建筑业界巨头家的公子。作为新兴财阀家的继承人,宋宇彬虽然过着无比奢侈、看似风流快活的生活,但实际上,因为家族因素今后可能面临政治婚姻的宋宇彬只是借在学校的机会放纵一下自己罢了。
the main girl character
金丝草 (具惠善 饰)
洗衣店家的平凡女孩,虽然家境贫寒,却拥有着过人的斗志、总是那么地乐观、开朗,充满活力。在一次帮家里经营的洗衣店去神话学院送衣服时,金丝草和男主人公F4相遇,贫民少女跟富家恶少的浪漫恋情由此展开。
2nd girl character
秋佳乙 (金素恩 饰)
金丝草最好的朋友,非常有女性魅力的少女。当金丝草遇到困难时,秋佳乙总是会像人生经验丰富的大人一样给她出主意,是个外表看似柔弱但实际很坚强的女孩。因金丝草的关系而认识了F4,并爱上了F4之一的天才陶艺家苏乙正。
3rd girl character
闵瑞贤 (韩彩英 饰)
尹智厚的初恋情人,虽然是富家的千金,却总是希望靠自己的力量独立生活。闵瑞贤不仅是在巴黎攻读法律的高材生,同时也是在国际舞台上享有声誉的名模。为了寻找自我,闵瑞贤最终选择了跟尹智厚分手。虽然闵瑞贤的离开给尹智厚带来了痛苦,但她也让尹智厚变得更加成熟。
fin introduce the character luu....
now c c the photos of the drama nah..hehe
now is the love story of 具俊表 & 金丝草 la...
*conclusion: dis drama quite ok...
make me happy all the day after watching,,
love their OST oso..
the songs are nice enuf...
funny n touch drama...
go watch nah!! =))
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