hapi bufday to u...

HAPI BUFDAY

HIROAKA ANDY LEE TUN WOH
hahaha...sure now he enjoy clubbing v his frens ler...
he is my one of my best fren, my ex-classrep...
truely wish ur dreams cum true...
everything goes smoothly as u wish...
*so that u wont smoke so much..
graduate as date...
find a girlfren tat appreciate u..
get singapore visa go singapore...
*haha yl told me...
can bcum rich...nonid fan 4 money...
t(",t)

* thats him..
wahahaha...curi from ur folder tat didnt delete in my laptop...
specially choose dis bcoz u smile de..
diff c u smile de...owiz emo de face...(v me la)
dun angry o wakakaka XP

drawings...

2day went SGM to visit a drawing exhibition..
da painter is Mr. Chia Hoy Sai...


he use pencil do draw all his portrait..
it looks so true..like 3D..
i took some pic of the portraits tat i like...






really looks amazing n real la...
there is an exhibition in kampar..
find me if interested to see those portraits..Xp

i didnt make my mind clear...

i didnt make my mind clear...
make it more terrible le...
my laptop got problem d...
slow than the turtle...
i cant spend my time on it...
have to go melon hse borrow pc...
now i thk my mind clear v studies jau got la...
avyday bring a empty mind go skul...
after class the mind still empty...
dreaming all the day...
y i cant like others...坚持自己的信念...
easy influence by others...
dis matter have to solve as quickly as possible b4 it bcum more terrible..
bt rili dun have tat courage to bring up dis matter...
jz can diam diam...killing my heart...
my besties were getting angry n more angry...
替我感到不值...
i noe...
wat will happen if i bring up dis matter...
waiting 2nite....

mind cleared everything?

lalalalalala~~~
i feel that my mind is empty la...
dis few days got many things in my mind..
especially tat 2 persons...
1) xiuwu...
msg u n ask u tat day...
u said now u duno wat u can do...ask me dun wait...
u are the one hu say v are impossible to me 2gether again...
u are also the one hu say gv time to both of us to think shall v 2gether bk...
and now u are the one hu ask me dun wait u...
顺其自然~交给上天~
dis is wat u said...
good...depends on god...so irresponsible...
dissapointed me...
hurt me one more time let me die heart...

2) xxx xxx
getting farer la...
oso make me dissapointed let me gv up thinking u ler...
sud heard dis song from radio...
feel so suitable...

黄小琥 - 不只是朋友
你身边的女人总是美丽
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
hahahaha...suitable neh...
bt think jek la...
got one week sumore...shall the plan still go on??
aiksss....

conclusion...gv up dis 2 persons d...
make my mind clear..
try to make it full with studies, facebook, n music XP
lalalalalalalala~~~ yahoooooo!!!

Cafe World

as my last post stated that i wana make my mind full n facebook...
hahahaha...i did it la...
nowadays, sit infront of the pc duno how many hours...
playing farmville, cafe world, barn buddy...
hahaha...yday tried the cheat engine..
walao...hack so many stoves out...
now decorated my PINK kirby's cafe...
bt the space are limited la...
in my cafe, the customers' table are quite weird la...
waiting 4 expanding the cafe (coming soon)...
hohohoho~~~

PINK PINK cafe ^^

boyfren? besties?

last few days chic little (melon's bf) come to find melon..
he rili troublesome to all of us..
*melon hope u dun mind, im jz telling wat i feel..
last post i saying that melon n him argue n v went westlake...
chic little went westlake find melon...
they should hou hou dei gam discuss the problem..
v stood 50m away from them...n v heard he is shouting to melon..
i rili cant stand it...scold gf in the public v so high volume??
w.t.f...u dunwan face..others nid it..how can he dun care melon's feeling...
did he realise wat he did wrong?? he is rili kinda 大男人主义..
talk alot of ye sou..tot he rili did prefectly correct...nvr thk in another point of view..
ISHHH!!!
u noe wat? bcoz of u make melon cry so many...
n spoil melon n me de relationship...
let melon say so many sorry to me...
u try to bully my melon again..i sure kill u @@

best frens are not to say sorry..
not to compare..not to say thank u...
owiz be there to help each other..
accept the others good n bad..
dis is wat i wana say to my ji mui:
Adeleen, Melon, Joey, Mei Ching, Teng
XD

beer??

yday melon n his bf argue...
she say wana go westlake n drink beer...
ji mui unhappy wor...must belanja her minum dee..
den v bought a bucket of Carlsberg (6 bottles) n ask sai lou drive us to westlake...
actually i oso not happy tat time...many things to think..
bt dis few days..there are owiz jz 2 persons in my mind oni..
1 is xiuwu...1 is xx...
xiuwu..my ex...
i had not seen u on9 for many days ler...
after v break, i jz can see u in msn...
i dun dare find u in msg...
tat day results out..duno why have that feel to tell u n share the hapiness v u..
decided long time to msg u..finally i did...
bt u were to preparing to work ler..
duno izzit im giving excuses to myself to find u rather than telling u my results..
did not chat much...dissapointed me..

another 1..xx..
easy to let him influence my mood oso...
haiz..cant get his mind..
his hot n cold make me crazy...
how to pull myself out b4 i rili drown into it??
who is me to him??
distance getting farer n farer ler...
zzzz
should i not miss-ing 2 persons in a same time??
no idea abt it...

i drank half of the bottle oledi feel blur n sleepy le...
so "za" la my jau liong..coz i never try to drink so many b4...
last time jz 1 or 2 dam oni...coz xiuwu dun let me drink beer...
my besties ask me to train my jao liong...
if not next time easy let ppl make me mabuk..
drink abit whole face red n feel so hot la...eeeeee

hopeless~

对你渐渐没希望了~
等待真的很辛苦~还很无奈~
昨晚看到你上线~等了很久都没见你找我~
我在想~
时间一天一天的过~而你也和她一天一天的建立着你们爱情~也一天一天的忘记我们的感情~
还会有你说的“那一天”吗？我干嘛还要在这里傻傻的等？
累了..没动力了..

靠近 - 李圣杰
坐在没有人的角落 我也问自己
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你想躲你 难以决定

每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 他只是个游戏

我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信 我一定会陪你走下去

大头贴？？

2day came bk ipoh...b4 bk to joey hse..v hang at jusco a while...
coz ntg to shop...v went to the game station...sud joey stop in the 大头贴 machine...
kip taking photos...i walked in n c wat so nice to take..
v realised that using phone camera to take the pic from the screen is so so so nice la...
look slimmer..n prettier...sry if u disagree hahaha...XP

(from left) joey n me

miss joey

bbq nite~~yuhooo

yday nite v having our 1st class bbq gathering...


bt ours are vv special...no chicken wings or drumsticks..
jz got wat??

hot dogs..jagungs..crab meats..and sumore fish balls and potatos at last...
oh my...whole nite eating hotdogs..with butter n honey...
haha..reali special..bbq no chicken..jz simple foods..
let see a farer take with all of us..



suddenly duno where came a dog...slp at the middle of the road near us...
it rili dun care the car comes n jz slp there..they faster took a photo..


then v invited it to join us...c it bcum model..like to take photo..haha


then hor...重头戏 come ady..actually our classrep bufday is on 29th Sept...
but that time v were having our sem break..so cant celebrate v him..
after v came bk...v wana give him a unforgetable bufday...
bcoz every DAC 2 classmates' bufday...he oso put alot of effort plan to celebrate 4 us...
so this time..v try to make some difference...here v go, the planners...

(from left) joey, tee han, kok wai (bufday boy), melon, mei ching, me, and teng oso (not in photo)

wat v planned is...joey fell down from motor at 3/4 km away from our bbq area...
den hor...i jau shout loudly: "joey fan motor arrrrrrrrr"...so that can get their attention...
den joey was sitting down on the floor pretend injured...actually she was holding the cake...
but at last...all noe is jz a show...especially kok wai...he walk slowly to the "accident" place...
and worrying coz his fren's motor leaking black oil...rili a failure acting la...no suprise at all...
sry ar kok wai...bt v rili do plan it so that make u suprise...haha...

bufday boy kok wai made his wish..

after that is our photo session luu...let c all our cute DAC 2 classmates wahahaha...

hapi bufday to my lovely classrep CHOONG KOK WAI
*21 years old lo...dun so soh zai lo...wahaha XP

a chat v u..

finally wait dou u on9 ler...
simple chat v u..like normal frens??
i oso duno actually..u start to talk alot v me..not like last time cool cool...
told me wat's happening around u..and this is wat u told me..
*相信我~如果有一天我发觉自己真的还很爱你~就算到时你有别的男生了~我也会继续把你追回来~你应该知道我说到做到~ 如果我们真的有缘的话~我相信~就算多久后我们还是很有可能再回一起的~
i dunno i should happy or not..rili din put too big hope to wait 那一天 coming..
once again end the conversation v my tears..suddenly feel miss u alot...wana be at ur side..bt i cant...avytime u will say 身份 slightly different ler..
wat i can say is jz shun qi zi ran...mayb u can b v ur gf v long time...n slowly 4get the feel v me..
hu knows??

at the same nite...sumore rili duno wat the other guy thinking...cant rili get guy's mind...
if v continue lidat...wat will happen?? again..hu knows...bt as they predict (my besties)...sure will chut si...they adviced me many times..bt i nvr avoid it...aiksss...wat am i doin...

08102009

i purposely wait until 12am to write my 1st blog..
coz 2day is a special day..

if v din break..it will b 5 yrs anniversary...

wondering wat are u doin now..
working?? dating?? yumcha-ing??
u rili make me confuse since u msg me tat nite..
i rili dun understand..
waiting u on9 n wana ask u..
y tat time u so callous and say that v cant b together anymore..
bt now..u say gv us time to think v should 2gether bk anot..
when i noe u date v another gal after v broke 3 months..
im totally dissapointed and tot u rili change totally..
i wana put down n end avything...bt u came bk...
rili confuse..bcoz u are hv a new gf now!!
i saw u on9 last nite..opened a conversation..and stared it 4 a long moment..
thinking should i find u anot..sked that ur gf beside u..sked........aiksss..= =
as long as i told my frens about dis..
they all say u played me..wana cheat me again...ask me dun trust u sumore..
bt i hope to trust u...coz u are the one i love..u are the one be v me 5 yrs since form2...
wat i can do now..is gv us time...to think should v cont...
and give me time to change my image..my attitude..shun qi zi ran..wait ur decision...


i used to tell my best frens wat i think, wats happening around me..wat i feel..
bt now feel like less ppl could really listen to my story...so?? write blog ler...express wat i feel..
oso used to post out happy, sad, stress, suprise, etc matter around me..
hope readers wont feel bored while viewing haha XP