update?

recently...many things in my mind...
bufday cumin ler...
start to think...
start to await suprises...
i should noe there is ntg i can await de la..
27th is public holiday...
no skul..should bk humtwn celebrate v family ler...
hmm..will he rmb my buday?
hu is the "he"?
xiuwu...sure he will rmb...
sure he will wish me...but jz a simple msg...
bt y i still thk that wan him to call me n wish me de?
mayb coz long time din hear his voice ler...
long time din c him on9...seems like dissappear suddenly...
jz bcoz dis bufday...i kip on thk abt u dis few days...
xxx xxx...
wil u rmb ar??
next week full of mid-term test n u got so many things to "fan"...
u will rmb ant??
期望越大失望越大啊...
29th nid to attend a wedding dinner...
gosh...no proper attire 4 me la..
wat to wear?? anything simple n pretty??
2mr go gaigai v joey, nid to find ler..
sumore make up...
omg...whr i got make up gar...
later rili like melon say if i make up hak sei yen ar...
hmm...duno ler...feel like wana try dis 1st time...
after dinner they say go barroom clubbing wor..
i nvr go b4 la...hahaha sure no1 believe...
go barroom celebrate me n benny's bufday..
hmm..i thk dis is sumthg i can await la...
hehehehe...at least i got event to wait abt...
dis yr's bufday...how would it be neh??
nice? dissapointed? enjoy?
no one noes...wait ler...
27112009...im 19 yrs old soon...
blek!!! =p