[是美男啊 OST] 默默无语-9th street

当初不该认识你
不该有任何回忆
如果这都是命运
我注定是个失败品
而你 就是那遥远的恒星

当初不该爱上你
否则我不会痛心
你从来不曾在意
对任何事都不关心
而我 却陷入这单人爱情

当你一次又一次慢慢靠近
我的心从来都无力去抵御
明知这不可以 应该要放弃你
我却依然是爱上你

当你一次又一次离我而去
我的心总是忍不住地哭泣
明知这是结局 告诉自己（不可能在一起）
我却不放弃守候你 我永远爱着你

在黑夜你只能够看见自己
却发现不了我在注视着你

当初若没有了你
我不会学会爱情
抱歉我从未提起
我从来未曾告诉你
爱你 这句话只能在心底

dis is now wat im thinking~~ sigh >.<

fin test ^^

hu~~~finally test la~~
but just the 1st midterm test ler...
still got many assignments n homework pending to settle...
enjoy 2nite 1st la..enjoy on9-ing. watching movie, later go out chill..
ask them play left 4 dead 1st..
did not well in test la...y so happy?? hahahaha...
dunno o..feel like release err...
again...waiting my bufday ler..haha..
tat day saturday went bk ipoh ler...
early morning having quite nice mood...
but suddenly on the way my dad drive to shop...
i saw "6986"!!!
ur car!! early morning 10am!!
cant see ppl inside..did u saw me??
suddenly a huge drop in my heart..
feel v down...mood kena affected...
y ar?? coz u rili dissappear long time...
when last time i notice ur car..it doesn't appear...
now suddenly appear in front of me unexpectedly...
hmm...dunno ler...dun thk u ler..
den go out find dress v joey...
v usually communicate v each other using english...
maybe to improve our eng skills...hahaha...
when we were looking at the clothes...
the salesgirl come to us n talk eng to us...
hahahahaha...me n joey get shock n look at each other...
feel like more high standard la...wakakaka
hmm...next time should talk in english ler...=p
in the afternoon, v date ah seong out to eat...
mood abit bad that day...feel like wana eat delicious food..
ah seong tot to bring us eat korean food de...dim ji haven operate yet..
den change to japanese food ler...quite nice bt expensive >.<... wana try korean food next time hehehehe =p

3 cups of tea~~

our food~~yippe!! =p

taufu?? =]

fan tuan?? =]



me n joey~~ =p (izzit abit zi lian?? haha)

me n ah seong~~ =p

after that we pass by a butique..
as i am finding dress, so went it n look..
tried 2 one-piece dress...
1st time wear dis kind clothes..nice?? =p
i like this 2 pic la hehehe~~ =)

update?

recently...many things in my mind...
bufday cumin ler...
start to think...
start to await suprises...
i should noe there is ntg i can await de la..
27th is public holiday...
no skul..should bk humtwn celebrate v family ler...
hmm..will he rmb my buday?
hu is the "he"?
xiuwu...sure he will rmb...
sure he will wish me...but jz a simple msg...
bt y i still thk that wan him to call me n wish me de?
mayb coz long time din hear his voice ler...
long time din c him on9...seems like dissappear suddenly...
jz bcoz dis bufday...i kip on thk abt u dis few days...
xxx xxx...
wil u rmb ar??
next week full of mid-term test n u got so many things to "fan"...
u will rmb ant??
期望越大失望越大啊...
29th nid to attend a wedding dinner...
gosh...no proper attire 4 me la..
wat to wear?? anything simple n pretty??
2mr go gaigai v joey, nid to find ler..
sumore make up...
omg...whr i got make up gar...
later rili like melon say if i make up hak sei yen ar...
hmm...duno ler...feel like wana try dis 1st time...
after dinner they say go barroom clubbing wor..
i nvr go b4 la...hahaha sure no1 believe...
go barroom celebrate me n benny's bufday..
hmm..i thk dis is sumthg i can await la...
hehehehe...at least i got event to wait abt...
dis yr's bufday...how would it be neh??
nice? dissapointed? enjoy?
no one noes...wait ler...
27112009...im 19 yrs old soon...
blek!!! =p

u are the one i loved the most...

yday hv a chat v ngar...
she told me tat his ex got gf ady...
jz after 3 months they broke...
same v me...
my-ex oso hv a new gf after v broke 3 months sumthg...
i oso cant accept after i knew it...
thinking y he can so fast put down our 5 yrs relationship...
ngar told me..
try think that when he is v u tat time...
is rili love u de...
but now he v another girl...
is love their outlook...
not love their inner heart n beauty...
think lidat will better...
hmm...maybe...
haha...bt i ady put down him ler..
they 2 happy dating there...
no point i wait him sumore ma...
he will leave me means he rili dun like me d...
however...jz wana say...
u are my first...
u will forever be the one i loved the most...
*sud feel like wana cry...miss u alot...how are you.......

recommend a korean drama...

dunno when, i was boring...
checking the pps list...
c got wat new drama...
suddenly saw a new drama named “是美男啊”...
its from korean...
actors are named “张根锡，朴信惠..etc”
actually i press in to watch jz bcoz i saw 张根锡 tat name...
v yeng n leng zai la him..haha like to see him act...
those are some pic of them and the drama...
go watch la...not bad oso...
story talking a nun...who has a twin brother called 高美男...
having contract with an entertainment company..
in joining a popular group called A.N.JELL...
but her brother have operation at overseas cant come bk in time...
as their face are the same...
her brother's 经理人 found her...
and ask for help..so that she can pretend 高美男...
try imagine how a girl mingled in a boys' group??
hu will realise she's a girl??
go watch asap..=p

photos uploaded~~

wakaka...our "datings" photo were uploaded by kok wai, mike n charlotte ady... hehe..
jz now went to save it down..
wahhh...there were 110 of photos...
let me choose sum n post out...
introduce my new frensss...=p
v noe each other from a DiGi roadshow~~

大合照 *Alpha & Star Track

our tauke & tauke sou ^^

Mike & Charlotte
they are from the event company..
* 8 yrs couple..wakaka =p

Charlotte & Fiona
*leng luisss =p

Benny & Charlotte

Charlotte & Joey

Charlotte & Kirby (Me)

gal gal =]

*Benny sayang me?? haha =p

*nice pic 3 of u =]

FUNNY PHOTOS COMING~~

*nice pose la~~yeng arr =p

*aiyuu~~they say ur pose v ugly ar haha =p

*kena 作弄 ady la dear joey~~ =p

*不愧 is DiGi's 代表 =p

* balloon distributor?? =p

*Benny like to act la..haha =p

*c? evidence~~haha

*wat is dis??? hahaha...Benny..got so long ar?? =p

da the last day..v pack until v late oni go bk...
coz v went "ROMPAK" the King's bread shop...
there are bread that didnt sell finish..
the workers let us take freely..they were FOC means FREE OF CHARGE!!!
wakakaka...i never try b4 taking free bread lidat la...

*busying packet free breadsss~~ haha =p


*happy la~~1st time pack free bread lidat =]

*满载而归luu~~ ^^

den v planned our "datings"...
mike & charlotte bring us to ipoh drink snow beer...
haha..jz a normal carlsberg beer...
bt its cup was put in fridge earlier...
its temperature is cold enuf den form the "snow"...
c photo la~~heeee

* c the effect?? heee =p

*cheersss...hee ^^

*mike too excited laaa~~~haha =]

*Kok Wai & Kirby (Me) & Charlotte...[red face la >.<]

*boss drunk ar??? sweet laa~~haha =p

*all of us~~hehehe =p

tues cancel our 2nd "dating" ady..
coz boss not free...wuwuwu...
need to wait next time ler...
mayb after mid term??
everyone is busy nah...
waiting~~ =p

kampar??

when i came bk hometown..
my dad start to advise me..
tell me everything has its danger..
i knew the primary studies died bcoz of the falling bridge..
i oso knew that 3 UTAR students died in the waterfall...


bt den rili dunno there is an accident oso..
although luckily no ppl died in the accident n jz injured..
bt i oso feel v geli d..

kampar...seems bcum a "black" place...

the god seems like taking lifes away...
therefore..
v should appreciate wat v have now..
no one noes wat will happen..
sumthing rili cant avoid if it nid to fall on u..
truely hope that ntg happen to all of my frens n ppl around...
take care n bkful everyone~~!!

im strong..

lonely nite~~
dunno y 2nite's moon v bright~
bt it doesn't bright my heart~
dunno wat u think actually~
but since u treat me cool lidat~
i noe rili gonna say bye bye d~
i feel that myself v silly, cheap, n childish~
wat u treat me as??
or jz take benefits on me??
tired in falling v u~
i think i have to suffer in missing u few days le~
goin bk ipoh ltr~
seems like dun have a gud weekend~
im strong~
the more worst i oso can overcome~
i sure can pass this time~
independently~
god bless me~~

late update...

long time din update my blog ady...
last week busy working after class...
less on9 during nite time ler...
i meet many new frens...
although they are just 21 yrs old or more...
bt feel like they are vv mature, well-experienced, caring, funny, rili great...
got many many photos waiting them to upload..
after i save it will upload here de la hehe =p

yday n few days b4 feel v weird wif my gang of frens...
dunno y le..quite moody...
melon sense it...ask me y ler..
she n joey chg their pm in msn..
quite touched actually..haha
coz they said..best fren will be forever best fren..
no matter wat oso wont change..
hehe...BEST BEST FRENS FOREVER~~~ =]